ASHLEY Cain's girlfriend Safiyya Vorajee has said that she is "at breaking point" as she struggles with the loss of daughter Azaylia.
The grieving mum opened up on her Instagram Story last night – admitting that she is struggling.
She wrote: "Today is another extreme day for me, I honestly feel at breaking point.
"I don't even know what is happening in this world we live in."
Safiyya then shared an image that read: "Grieving can make you lie. How easy it is to say 'I am fine' when you are actually just broken".
She added: "Couldn't say it any better, I am broken."
Sharing a photo of herself with her little girl, Safiyya went on: "My world. My heart aches and pounds for you. I feel shattered, heartbroken,.
"And my life feels empty without you. While I had you I felt like I had everything in my arms every day.
"I feel lost and broken, I miss you my angel. I feel sick to my stomach that I don't have you.
"I'm lost without you."
The heartbroken mother also revealed that when Azaylia had a transplant she thought "this nightmare would all be over soon", adding: "and you would be back to being healthy."
She called Azaylia "my hero, my baby, my soul".
Safiyya and 30-year-old Ashley have been open about their grief battle since losing their little girl in April, at eight months old.
Last month, Ashley shared his pain on Father's Day after not being able to celebrate the annual occasion with his daughter during her short life.
At the beginning of April, heartbroken Ashley and Safiyya revealed that doctors had told them they could no longer treat Azaylia's leukaemia, which she was diagnosed with at just eight weeks old.
The family had just raised over £1million for her to get specialist treatment in Singapore when they were delivered the heartbreaking news, with medics finding tumours throughout her body – including on her brain.
In the weeks that followed, Azaylia needed several blood transfusions as she started to cry blood, and suffer nosebleeds – with purple bruises also appearing on her body as her illness meant that her blood could not clot.
She stopped breathing several times and began to suffer seizures in her final days, with Safiyya and Ashley providing their daughter round-the-clock care alongside their close family members.
Azaylia passed away at home on 24 April, with Ashley and Safiyya both paying emotional tribute as they broke the news on social media the following day.
She was laid to rest in May, with the devoted parents giving Azaylia the send-off she deserved, and they were moved as locals lined the streets to pay their respects as the horse-drawn carriage carrying her coffin passed.
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