KERRY Katona confessed that she hates her "plus size" 12 to 14 figure and says she's "so fat, ugly and miserable" after piling on the weight.
The 41-year-old opened up about how she's struggling with her body image on social media.
Kerry revealed that she's the "biggest" she's ever been and wants to start doing something about it.
Speaking on Instagram live, the mum-of-five told her 775k followers: "I am at my biggest weight at the minute. I am so miserable because I feel so big.
"It's the biggest I've ever been, I could cry. I am going to document this weight loss. I'm feeling really fat and ugly at the minute.
"It's getting me really really down and none of my clothes fit me."
She went on to say that she supports women of all shapes and sizes, but her current weight gain has really got to her.
Kerry continued: "Not that there's anything wrong with being a size 12 to 14 but I feel dead miserable about mine.
"I am all about empowering women and embracing their weight but I've got issues, honest to god, I've got real bad issues. I'm really miserable, nothing fits me at the minute."
The star has an event to attend and feels like she won't feel comfortable in anything that she puts on.
Kerry added: "We have this nightclub launch and I don't want to go and do it as nothing fits me. I'm really unhappy at the minute, it really affects me.
"I'm happy but not happy with myself because I've not got myself on track and I'm really open and honest with people about that.
"I think people on Instagram just fake it. I could cry. It's a mindset and my mindset is all over the place at the minute…. I'm in the plus size range now."
It comes after the star showed off her incredible two-stone weight loss back in February last year.
She proudly shared a number of sizzling snaps that displayed her ripped six pack which she got from Skinny Jab treatments, workouts and yoga.
Earlier this week the telly favourite revealed she’s not cooked for her kids for six months and has lived off takeaways.
Kerry will appear on the new series Celebrity Trash Monsters: What’s Your Waste Size – where her eating habits at home were laid bare – this Sunday.
Ahead of her stint on the programme, which starts this Sunday, she admitted it had been half a year since she last cooked for her family.
Kerry said: "I was mortified. I was embarrassed, not only as a human, but as a mum.
“I felt ashamed, like my kids were all on takeaways, it feels wrong but they’re alive. I kept them all alive.
"It’s not like they’re eating scraps out of the skip, you know what I mean?
“They’re having pizzas. Do you know how much takeaway pizza bleeding costs? But you get mum shamed, don’t you.
“You know, if you don’t cook a five-course meal for your children or you don’t bake…I don’t do any of that.”
The TV star is mum to Molly, 20, and Lilly-Sue, 18, who she shares with ex Brian McFadden.
She also shares Maxwell, 13, and Heidi, 14, with Mark Croft, and Dylan-Jorge, seven, with George Kay.
Earlier this year she revealed she's frozen her eggs and wants a sixth baby with fiancé Ryan Mahoney.
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